I was sort of, it basically came down to the fact that i always rush myself. That makes perfect sense when you say it, but what i'm really struggling to understand is that, you know, noticing that, or realizing that, is such a big, hard step for so many people. How did that happen for you? I think it has to do with how much the cost of things keep increasing and the expectation that you've got o you've got to climb that ladder the second you hang on to it. And if you're not, then you're goin to get passed on.