Is It Easy to Be a Christian?

Some of us have been aiming at so many different things, and we're wondering, mean, my christianity, jus feels difficult. And here's the truth of matter, is that if you don't know what you're supposed to be aiming at, it's really hard to target. The target for us is his presence. Its that god would be here, that we would be aware of him, that he would be close to us. When we prize his presence and know that that's the goal, that's the aim. That's my ambition. That's where i look for. That's what i'm walking towards. It doesn't make your christianity easy,