The Struggles of a Competitive Guy

I was just too trepidacious man I was scared of people and being competitive So it was interesting because when I went on stage and I and maybe I put a bit of my dad's energy into my performance like you know be brave be bold. But yeah, I've definitely I went from beta to alpha. It took like a bunch of years butYeah, I understand why people say that because I lean into everything that I do. "It's tough to change your personality if you have some kind of competitive drive"