Is Life Out to Get You?

I guess I saw myself as like awkward and unlovable, had a few failed relationships that kind of took me to that place mentally. And I also got in a mindset that it felt like life in some way was out to get you. So regardless of what you did, like resistance is futile,. Regardless of what you do, life is still out to getyou in a way so it doesn't really matter what you do because it won't take you anywhere anyway. Yeah. We're on guard with life with others. And we're trying to protect ourselves from being hurt in a way. It's been this way for so long. Was there a particular breaking point that were that then propelled