"i have a hard time seeing reality ecause i still put on the glasses from my youth, and i'm like that's why i like to say he's going to come up and eat me." "My dad had an abusiv alcoholic dad, so he had it. He has like a temper, he can go from lake one to lake two," she says of her father. 'I want you to know how ridiculous it is, but i'm still kind of afraid that that might happen'