I Wish It for You

i think it's painful to be whole hearted in the world we live in. It's why we have all become addicted to screens. To lean in to mean i'm not fond of joy is scary. Joy is ephemeral. It comes, it goes. And there is something even more despairing than despair when joy toat wen. I want joy. I relish it when i taste it. But how long do i get to keep this? Oh, oh, ok, youre you're missing, missing,Missing, missing.