i felt like that i had gottinto a point where i like i was trapped, because i felt this constant pressure to be in a good place mentally. But on the other hand, there are times when, even in in a weird way, my honesty was sugar coated. It wasn't fully the truth, because deep down, there was shik going on that i didn't feel comfortable sharing. I could either make videos completely by myself, with no help, and make them really good, but have no free time and no social life and get burnt out very frequently. Or i could hire a bunch of people to help me make my vidios, and i'd have a lot