Navigating Anxiety and Heritage Through Film

This chapter explores the emotional journey of a filmmaker dealing with the anxiety of the draft and the solace found in cinema during turbulent times. It examines the motivations behind war films, focusing on authenticity and the chaotic realities of conflict, while also reflecting on the filmmaker's Jewish heritage and the lasting impact of the Holocaust. The narrative weaves personal experiences with broader themes of memory, trauma, and cultural identity, shaped by early encounters with wartime history.