Were Have to Look at the Two Ends of the Joy Spectrum

i used to hypothesise what it would be like to cheat nd, and the emptiness of yowing or ruining something. But now i kind of, i do know i've been cheated on and canot have been in relationships worm like, oh, this is dead and decaying. We're just a tree that's all bugs on the inside. So i know that now, i know how to diagnose those things, and i knowow, those are my machines to rage against. Whereas before, when i didn't have experience, i feel lik your saying, all those experiences, bad, good, different, horny, indulgent, or whatever, might provide the foundation something. I think