I did leave my keys often in funny places. I would find like them in the fridge or, you know, the butter in the cupboard just from tiredness. So of course it was by accident. This is the point. I hadn't meant to leave him downstairs. Did you buy accidents? I did it by accident, but it still happened. Just out of forgetfulness because you were so tired having to bring him up. Yeah. There wasn't maybe part of you that kind of did it on purpose. Maybe deeply. Because somewhere deeply, I was thinking, God, just leave me alone. I just want a cup of tea. I'll do anything for a cup of