i had to think about everything this last yeare's ben trets aboos firm with a, you know, i sort of took a stand on civil liberties at the and i tooko getting a lot of attention. There was a decent chance that i might never work in the m b a or sports again. And then also, when i resigned, i thought that i was going to be off for a time, and that maybe that path would be o kn blocked for me because of that. I really love what i'm doing, and i want to keep doing it. But i didn't know if is can be able to. The timing just wasn't normal for him to actually jump...