The Effects of Rumors About Me

I feel like any rumors that ever circulated about me like they're circulating. They're permeating people's uh perception of me But I don't know it. That was a long you know what those rumors actually affected because okay, so I have BPD and one of the things about BPD is that your emotions shift So often you don't have a sense of self or like know what you like or know what you whatever And um Oh, they're being classified as a lesbian. It really made me think that I was like blocked or missing something Like all of my strong emotional relationships with women right now are with somebody whose physical touch is not one of their primary love languages. With these days