The Gift of Futility

I would only think that tightening the screw would just end up with futility. And maybe you get hit just out of the futility of it. Maybe that's probably what I've been doing for ages. It seems like there's a gift of futility too, I noticed. With this thing, it's just the mental thing is just becoming very kind of impotent. So when it's not about you... Yeah, it's a charge away. This first is pretty cool. First is losing interest. And you can't lose interest. Because that's interest in you again. It's a losing interest in you. You just have to sit through that.