The Best Defence of the Amber Herd

The best defence the amber herd could come up with is that amber herd was such a monster that in his private thoughts, he wished that she wald just burn to death. But having heard what amberherd did, this seems well confirmed, because she is admitting it on audio. Don't you think it would be not entirely out of reason to at least have the the fantasy of some bad thing happening to her in return? There's no indication that he acted on it, or planned to act on it. A i feel as if that wasn't an entirely uncalled for opinion of his.