I've Never Fully Been Comfortable in Front of the Camera

"i've always been very uncomfortable in front of the camera, and that's where the seed was planted," she says. "To always feel like that is a place of vulnerability, that's a place of fear, that’s a place of judgment." In some ways, it was already there before i even arrived, you know, like that that slot had been allotted to me,. And if i didn't want to be in that slot, then i had to find a different way, you know.