I'm Not That Person That Ruins Other People's Fun

i've come to value rational behaviour more and more over the last ten years. If i'm slightly unhappy, but more people are enjoying the situation, i feel like it's reasonable of me to put up with it. I even set a timer once, saying to myself, you're not that person that ruins other people's fun. But yeso, i've become conscious of trying to find the most rational, reasonable way of of being. Obviously, i'm not perfect with that by any means, but i'm conscious of it. And i'm telling you all this for a reason. Oga, so i think i've set the scene. Oh, i know. Do want to