Is It All a Show?

i was so wrapped up in getting i used to time all of my material. I would rate how loud the laughs were, and figure out how many i was getting per minute. And then afterwards, i was like, oh, that's just the show to remind you that this is all a show. You get a bunch of laughs, and people go. He a good show. We roller coar or something. But actually, o to think about it more in terms of, oh, we, we want people to see the funny in life,. To take with them, to see things afterwards, that they'll member, that we'll change their perception"