I Don't Know. It's Not Even That I Say It Is to Me

Every time I give Melon a gift, she has the exact same look in her eyes as I do when I receive the gift. Because even if it was something that say like they handmade it because I received like handmade gifts from like my friends before, right? I like some cool shit. And I'm like and you know, there's no monetary value to that because not something they bought, right? It's something they made, right? So I think it's more so just the fact that they went through the effort to think about me and to get something that they think I would like. That makes me feel bad. If I borrow money off anyone, I like write that shit