Is Enemies Not Appropriate?

A, how do you all feel listening to that? I wish i could vetat somwea, what is that feeling? Metrick at, not envy's not appropriate. Am, so if it's a inappropriate to have the feeling, use the word inappropriate,. If it's in the feeling, that means you're not feeling that, correct? No, it's more like, im i want that too. But how do i, i don't know if there's a word forr, you know, a positive feling of wanting the same - but there's a wirg for that.