I Need to Do It Well, I'm Going to Choose Recovery

Lily: There is no way that i would choose recovery unless i feel like i deserved it. Most people are never going to have a point where they're ready to do this. After your older brother andrew died, i found the only way i could live was by accepting that i didn't have control. And with you, you were an adult first. Arters we couldn't make you do anything. I just accepted that it was your choice to live er to die, and you were seemingly choosing death. It's something i've talked about on the podcast on a different episode, is the idea of giving up control. You don't want to be home for te holidays. That