How Do You Think About Suicide and Depression in the Future?

I was depressed. Did you plan it? Did you envision it? Yes, i did. I've had extended periods of depression that i've become better at mitigating overtime. It's very hard to have the kind of mannic ups that allow you to see connections between seemingly unrelated dots without having some troughs. There are a few keys of corner stone elements that, if i control, will not prevent me from ever being depressed, but will mitigate it tremendously. And what i've also come to accept is i do think that it's very comm among people who try to create anything original. The more time you spend in your own head,  the higher,. just this probablist