Was There Any Part of You While You Were Watching That Changed My Life?

As a 13 or 14 year old was there some part of your Brain that said this is something that I could do? There's a part of my brain that thought this is what I want to do. The opportunity had presented itself and then at some point I saw bigger and blacker which is Chris rocks. It opens with a routine about the Columbine massacre, you know, it was this huge giant prison news they were talking about in America. You go oh wow you can really talk about anything you can you say. This feels exciting to me.