The Importance of Thinking About Why You're Doing Something

I don't really think about like what's going to happen if you die tomorrow? No. I guess it's some ways it just kind of turns you into like worker be it for whatever you're trying to accomplish. So you distract yourself from the questions that I'm talking about. But also there's another version of it where you might say that that is when I'm the most like happy. It was almost like the moment where you're like, Oh, fuck, that's it. This is going to work."