How to Communicate the Character's Grief

There's a painting in the montreal museum of fine arts which is by barnes fabricius, who was a pupil of rembrot. And it is saint matthew writing the gospel and an angel is whispering in his ear. You can just tell that he's got to the sad part that he doesn't want to write. Bta, we recognize that as something that our first person narrators who are writing this as i or very much are experiencing, and use it down.