I Arrived. I Didn't. That's the Narrative. It's Not Going to Change.

Every time I arrive anywhere in this this little events, it's always and it's always been this way. So now you feel like you've had 850 arrivals, but to the same fucking place. That same no place hasn't changed. Nothing's occurred. There's not a chalkboard with this is your 850 time of arriving, because it's based on having never left. You fall back into what's always here at all times and the head translates into I arrived once again. It says I've arrived. Why would you want to work on changing it? Because it's got to. There's a belief in it that it's you. Yeah. Just keep coming if it's working