i was obsessed with my own suffering, right? And i had all, you know, the cir said o for freckled face who couldn't win the trust of fist of the other cats werh his precise talk and innocent grin. So that's what made me want to be a poet,. cause it made me feel like, and i got all this in 30, forty lines though,  it wasn't a dissertationand so I'm not sure how many people have read these poems but they're out there. As a poet, is like not, if you ask me for something, nees to be in my head. This is like your duty, almost. It's