You Can Never Be on Your Side

i think one of the real problematic things, outside of the a metaphysical possibility that it's going to amplify some horrible thing in your life, just via some like, language magic. Is it dishonest? It's like if if a lot of the times when iv found myself being self effacing, i don't really believe, no, believe i'm saying. So you're lying. But yet, you never want to feel like someone's trying to like, protect your feelings, cause you're a runner, you know. I wanted, i kind of secretly wanted somebody to go, what are you doing? Youre living half a life. Get out there nd and do something. Ye