The Light, the Course of Miracles

We've been telling ourselves these jackal thoughts about ourselfs our whole life. How do we really face the fact that we are created out of divine energy, that we have this enormous power? It's a pretty big jump to go from being educated to believe we're pit's poor, protoplasm, poorly put together to see the truth. Even afraid to being afraid to see the light? Would this be because a fear of trusting the light? Because i savatage myself so much with my negative thoughts and judgments that i can pull myself right out of it? Yes. And i wonder if you would be willing to share with us your perception of the spiritual groundwork, or your