The Disorienting Effects of Dissociation

When you have sort of eased up to it and done a lot of the emotion work and all that stuff and the fear doesn't come in the dissociation one of the big things that happens with people when they They Energetically or say neurologically find themselves in a really different experience. Then it actually is quite enjoyable It's things are just much closer things are very intimate very direct very um Just alive and and there's nothing Reacting to it trying to pull back from it or anything like that then it then this boundlessness is very enjoyable So it's a progression and yes when there's a stark contrast it can be like whoa what the hell and there's gonna be a handful