i think what we're sort of getting to, david, is that, you know, the person you should really be comparing yourself to is yourself. And i'm glad i did it. It's like a very transformative experience. You meet like, ten y different types of people and see how things are different. Like half way across the wold, i went to europe, and i'm from north america,. but i'd come back, and it's like, i'm missing that li kind of foot in the door now. I don't have that, that experience that other everyone else dos. Well, my situationis a little bit special. That is cind of thinking