Parenting - Did You Feel Guilty About It?

craci: hatred is just one of those things it's hard to explain. With andrew, i i was much more confident as a parent,. that i could control things and that i was important. And then when he died, one of the lessons i took away from it was that i couldn't even keep him alive. I wasn't living the life. I couldn't them safe. The universe is what it is. And i just had to offer them up to the universe and do the best i could to guide them along the way.