Sex as a Way to Gamble

We tell ourselves that our feelings are wrong. We tell ourselves that what we see right in front of us is wrong, because we've also been gas lighted. So then what we go and do is we try to do a whole like, let me, like, speed my way through trust. And do you know what? A very, very big and prevalent example of this is sex. Sex is being used as a way to create entitlement - to make some one prove that they are trustworthy or put out the goods for a relationship. Trust, i'm going to say it again, is a gamble. It requires vulnerability. If, well, ik, i can only trust some one