What if I Say I Am to Something and Feel Like I'm Lying to Myself?

That which you imagine externalizes itself as the outer aspects of life. It is a delusion that other than assuming the feeling of the wish fulfilled, you can do anything to aid the realization of your desire. We think we have to do all these things to created. Nicola tesla would go into his imagination, see in his imagination what already exists, and allow that to be the expression of what he saw in his imagination. As he says here, this is what is meant by creation. And the statement that creation is finished means nothing is ever to be created. Is only to be manifested.