My genetic inheritance was starting to win out and take over in my life. So i didn't know what i was going to noi but another factor here was thate feeling good about the book is i felt that i i was kind of finding my destiny, if you want to call it that. And at that point, soon after i left the bien, i started writing my own book, that sam man ad i can read. That a traveller's introduction to chinese characters. But also, we'll get to this when we talk about skills. Ill skip that part, i'll bet.