Is Stand Up a Luxury?

i think comedians learn a lot about themselves from how an audience reacts. You say something and it comes across riht e also has to be like how aware or open you are,. But even then you kind o like you skimming the surface. i'm probably superimposing who i was before all this ist recent things that i did. My old thing was just trying to make people laugh, have a good set, and then get to the next level, a yo business. Pan ony just wen on the side, cast me like, faket seven grand os, everything, two new doors, the whole fokin thing. Whellever, i don't get