You Know I Suffer in Silence and Not Really Understanding Why I Was Suffering

I think for me personally having fought for most of my life to find comfort in being myself eventually came with a lot of pain you know it came with suffering in silence and not really understanding why I was suffering. By that stage of my life I had ticked off all these really important boxes education and achievements and titles and all that but if you're an environment which doesn't enable you to be yourself then that really comes with silent suffering, he says.