The Fears and Specters Under My Pillow Are the Reasons I Sometimes Don't Want to Get Out of Bed

I think the thing that struck me the most as I read it is, you know, you have this gravity towards this moment in music history with punk music and the rise of that. You describe this lifelong war with anger in yourself and often with the people around you. But here's what strikes me because if you look at what else is happening in music,. they don't read like despair. They read like lament and underneath lament, there's always a certain kind of hope. So what struck me was like the idea of punk is sort of rebellion. And yet you too come out of this sort of post punk era with a profoundly like vulnerable, sincere, even in the darker threads in your