I've had people that have been guilty. They felt guilty. I feel like and I was like hey man you helped the line when you did what the country asked you to do. That's right. Nothing wrong with that. And then for everyone else that's praying for war and I know you young bastards are out there praying for or we know it. Just cool. Careful what you wish for. Which I got told to and it never pulled the prayer for war from my lips one time so that's the way it goes when you're young and dumb. Now looking back knowing signs and symptoms of like TBI and PTS and stuff like that. Holy shit some of my staff