"If you really are like that, feell so not where i'm at right now. No good will come from shame around that," she writes. "I got a three binder d ring, of course, cause i'm not a lunatic." 'This is no tameour iner bitch,' says the singer-songwriter after finding her old stand up notebook and typing it all out on green paper. "'It's just another moment of gratitude for me' I want to hear what people say about my work,'" he adds.