Is Everything Going Well?

It seems like everything's going really well which there's just a part of me that just refuses to believe that. There must be some parts of your working life or just your life in general that are just more difficult in a way that is frustrating surely i mean when you say everything is going fine i do sort of agree with that in the sense that there haven't been major problems but like i said before it's not like all of my feeling of overwhelm has just been completely lifted. It may very well be that the next time we record with each other in two weeks i'm going to be tearing at the walls right with my bare hands thinking oh man like i've just been isolated too long