Are You a Friendless Person?

A lot of what i'm kind of trying to overcome right now is the fear of coming across desperate im because i even find myself being judgmental of new friends i've met. If i start to get a read on them that like, they're kind of lonely, they don't really have many friends, and like i'm one of their only sources of connectionit does pa tu's put a weard like feeling on you of like, like, why don't they have more friends? Are they not like, a cool, fun person to hang around, like me? And it's just such a weir ti. These are the ruminations of a friendless person.