How Did That Manifest Anxiety Come About?

"I was a really anxious kid and to this day if my wife and I go to dinner and I can't tune out the people around us I can't just enjoy it she'll be like you need to do a set," he says. "It's not that I can't read or write it just that it's it's work for me and if it's work I don't want to do it what it has to be fun before you had that outlet"