You're a Pleaser, You Like to Keep Yo Haspy?

"It took me to a very dark place," she says. "The only way i was able to get out really was seeking professional help and really understanding, you know, morri." Her parents raised her with the idea that this is how people live; it's not their choice whether or not they go on an extended trip like Israel did after 9/11. She writes: "i maintained control over my body, over my thoughts, my mind"