I'm just using it to get off sugarom migart gumslike, just go. Like there's a good time for me. There was a good time to go, like i've been had. And i liked that. That was a way that was easier to forgive myself and go. It is even the story of food. Like, don't you want to be? Val is so loving. She's like, i'm an abundant person, and that's why i like lean towards addiction. I's because i'm so abundant. If ice cream is good, eat it all day. But deep down, if you trace back the desire, it's to experience our full belonging