Is It Constant Care or a Lot of Care?

I stayed over there like 11 years every year I wouldn't be so in like Christmas Eve in Thailand they'd have like a plastic tree like a foot maybe on the desk of the desk guest house and it was weird. what was offered to me as a solution was leaving America around not November 17th going over to Asia and coming back in March but that's how it ended for it. You really find a great security and insecurity yes yeah you really do you just suit up and show up like we say and let go of the resultsYeah the recovery deepens I wrote that down last week and it's just well it's just kind of a mantra right nowyeah it is really hard even just