Is This the Point of Service?

i was living as a mormon in a way where i was just showing up showing up. That's what i thought god was trying to teach me, is just making sense. When you're serving people, you're not thinking about yourself. You are thinking about how i am so glad i don't have to go to the bishop's storehouse. I'm so glad i have a car. And then that just, again, sorry, everything comes back tollegally brown,. Like it gives you and orphans, and happy people just don't kill their husbands, or, like, happy people are happy. So  that's kind of what i got out of what astonishment