You Know, Matt, You Wish People Could See All of This and See That Tear in That Fear?

"I was almost so desperate to be seen," Matt says of his coming out process. " compartmentalization is really, is like the main coping mechanism that I used" He shares a quote from Brené Brown about vulnerability and how she can't give herself credit for being loved but wants people to know they're loved. The episode airs tonight at 9 p.m. ET on TLC.