Anxiety, Isn't It?

i was ashamed about that for years. I as like, i'm a grown man. Why do i like these things that are not intrinsically, you know, deathless culture? And i think it's ok to seek pleasure and seek some relief and self regulate through whatever means that aren't drinking heavily. yes basiyd, i think that's, that's the thing, we can have excessively high standards of ourselves. So, one of the things i did to day wass sbringing pen to sa, a tote on chap with some one. But that's just how my brain works. Yes, i know exactly er what you mean. And like a a fellow, sort