Is God a Game of Self Deception?

i'm trying to leave a bread crumb trail for you with every blog post where i am posting little clues. There's a bigger pattern going on here, which is always all of mi game. God is an infinite shape shifter, taking all sorts of forms, at all possible forms, playing with itself. It's a game of self deception. Physical reality itself is god being twisted and not straight. Your life, the fact that you think you're alive, that's the twist in god's mind. If you untwist god's mind, you'll stop alive. You'll stop believing in an objective reality. You will stop believing in science and all the things you hold dear