Do You Feel Like Don't Fit In?

i've always enjoyed my lone time. I felt like might urge to hang out with a lot of people was not as prominent as with many of the other kids. And then that sortof stuck with me. As an adult, i've definitely been thinking about why would i rather be at home? Would like two close people and like board games. Why don't i have the urge to go to a bar with a big group of people and hang out? Cause i don't have that urge.